This is a 3.5 star read for me. In some ways I really enjoyed the characters. I thought the story was interesting and it had an intriguing mystery, but there were moments where I felt a little disconnected from the relationship. It felt like it went a bit fast without me really having the connection between them or the backstory to really understand how their relationship went from 0-100 in the span of 1 day, especially during such a traumatic time. Rylan and Brett have known each other for years, but there was never anything between them. I get how they were close and pulled together due to the death of Celia, and I could understand coming together in that time. But I didn't get the impression there was even a previous crush with either of them, so to jump to falling head over heels in love with the other seemed a bit quick. I think I just needed a little more emotional connection between them to feel it. That aside, though, I did like how Brett and Rylan both had what the other needed, and were able to come together. There was a lot of BDSM, and it was a good match for both of the guys.

There were moments that really evoked emotions, and I thought that was very well written. The memories of Celia, the tribute to her, and the guys emotional journey was beautiful. I had tears for sure, and these were some of my favorite parts of the book.

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