not all love is good love and not all energy is good energy. and just because they love you, doesn't give them the right to disrespect you... doesn't give them the right to belittle you. no one is doing you any favors and you definitely don't owe anyone anything. so if it doesn't feel like home then you have the right to leave. you don't have to stay if you don't want to and you don't have to pretend you're on good terms just to show face. people separate all the time. they break-up over anything--over nothing but let it be known, you don't have to take the verbal abuse. you don't have to put up with it... and you shouldn't worry about the consequences. I'd be more concern if you stayed if you didn't have the courage to do anything about it. so take this with you... take this as a sign and as a lesson. those who don't respect you will never respect you. no matter how much time you give them. no matter how many nights you pray for them to change. like I said, not all love is good love and not all energy is good energy but you should know the difference between who deserves your loyalty and who doesn't. between who deserves your time and who doesn't and know how to respond to it as well. only you know what type of love you deserve. only you. remember that. this is the moon matrix.