Pain. Blood. Heartache That's all Vanessa Brown sees and feels when she closes her eyes. Having a baby wasn't part of the plan, losing one breaks her heart. Until her miscarriage, Vanessa has the perfect life. Newly qualified as a doctor, she has a loving boyfriend, Connor, and the world at her feet. But with the loss of her baby, her fear and hurt cause the breakdown of her relationship. Doctor Dylan West is new to the hospital, and has all the right words to say to a woman starting all over again. Vanessa takes a chance, and discovers that new isn't always better, and the mistakes of the past sometimes come back to haunt you. Even when they're not your own. This book is a follow-up to In a Lifetime, but can be read as a stand alone.