While I didn't always like what the characters were doing in this book, particularly their obsessive-like need, and focus on, getting wasted and hooking up, I do think their behaviors are what made this book work for me. Eck painted a picture of a street-smart young adult, in a no-apologies, this-is-the-deal, realistic way. I applaud her for it!

Elle grew up on some mean streets and learned to look out for herself. At almost 23, she doesn't seem to know exactly what she wants in life, but she certainly knows what she doesn't want: STD's, pregnancy or to be taken advantage of, in any way. Though she does use drugs, she is very measured about how much, what type, when, and mostly, how to do it without messing up the other parts of her ordered life. Her mind is always on the details. I loved this about her character. I also enjoyed the journey she takes as she learns about opening up to love and also as she realizes how much she enjoys working with teens at the center she volunteers at, helping them with the many similiar problems she, herself faced growing up.

Enter J, beautiful and mysterious giant who seems to know exactly how to put Elle at ease. Not an easy feat as Elle is very guarded. I instantly loved his sexy, almost brusque, forceful moves on her. He's a guy who knows exactly how to touch a woman and make her see stars. So envious! Though the sex scenes were hot, they were nicely interspersed throughout the story and didn't consume the book. This book isn't erotica; it's a love story - a realistic, raw and moving love story.

Already read J Speaks, the short sequel to this novel, so I have insight on the cliffhanger ending, but I'm dying to know where J and Elle's relationship will go. So, onto the next book I must! ( )